I want to know.

Waiting like this is alot harder then I thought.
I'm still waiting for the results...

My mother might or might not be having Heart Surgery. I'm waiting for the answer.


Theres alot of symbolism in this-

For starters, when I found out she might and if she didn't she would end up having a heart attack. I showed one of my most indecent moments to Belial and cried like a lil' wussy girl. Sa' why she's kinna nude.

The roses and watch, My mother when she used to have a garden of like 230-240 something roses. She used to sneak roses in packages/letters to her friends and family. The package she gave me, was the chance to wait on end...
Though heh I remember when she used to have us take roses to our teachers, gawd they loved them especially the females.
Man she even had a blue roses in her garden I remember she tried her hardest with that thing to make it bloom every year XD
I think she had like one of every type cept the black rose XD

The crows are because of this nightmare I keep having over and over of these damned liquid crows I bore into my head to try and achieve wings. But in the end the wings eat me. But theres sending off my letters I've been sending her.

And the stars, well Me and Belials room has a whole bunch of glow in the dark stars covering the walls, but somethings they fall down and we have to tie them up with string. Well you know what they say about making a wish on a falling star but I don't think the psuedo helps.


This is just a stress reliever doodle. Blah, sorry this is not my usual brand of work .___.;